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Living Inside The Moments

Living Inside The Moments Music & Dance are the only things I'm sure of. I like to wander & sometimes I get lost...but I find myself every time. I have a thing for passion & cute things .

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"Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that their feelings may not be recognized, or even worse, returned. But one thing about human beings puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even if it kills them slowly within."

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Sigmund Freud (via perfect)

(Source: vrban)

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I think I’m afraid to feel.

My rock, my wind, my flower.

My rock is my comfort zone. With you I feel safe. With you I’m at peace. Things don’t change with you, and that’s what you’re so comforting. But I worry sometimes. You hold me down & you look out for me, but I’m over here chasing dreams & fairy tales while you watch from a distance. You make sure I’m okay when words are needed. You swoop in to save the day when action is needed. And sometimes I feel selfish for that. But our relationship is unique & we both now where we stand in it. Even in absolute silence we can understand one another. That is special, and something that took time to build.

My wind is my partner in crime. We do everything together. We are on a constant move and we’re both headed in the same direction. You’re my constant reassurance & vice-versa. I always here people tell me they believe in me. But I feel it more when it comes from you. I’m not sure why that is, but it’s different.

My flower keeps me on my toes. Whether it’s dance or just life, something is always going on with you and I’m drawn to it. We’re different in certain aspects but are very alike by intuition. Your aura makes me calm & excited at the same time, and I’m trying to figure out how that is. There are things that we’ve done that I’ve never done with anyone else. I can’t say no to you, but that doesn’t matter cause there’s no reason to. You say I constantly push you to be out of your comfort zone, but I don’t think you realize how much I’ve grown just being with you. It may not seem like it but things were really different before I met you. I’ve always wanted to do so many things that were out of my pattern but never did. Something about you makes everything feel more possible. Everything from dancing in the cold till midnight, to going to a playground at 1AM to look for Mars. I feel like I’m reading a book and every page is my favorite. We connect on every level & it scares me sometimes. You told me you trusted me in a way that you didn’t trust anyone else. That moment was so genuine and something I’ll never forget. 
Timeless, that’s how I feel when we’re together, & I like it a lot.

"how many nigguz does it take to niggu a nigga"

Asked by Anonymous

Easy, 3

Struggling is important.

Every single thing you face in life from losing your keys to being late for school or getting laid off from work.
All of these things, although they may SEEM unfortunate, it’s a stepping stone. The “the little things” (I’m talking about the good ones) make us happy because we can appreciate small gestures or someone remembering a tiny detail that you wouldn’t expect them to. Those things can lift our mood. The “little things” (bad ones) can ruin our day. 

You’re late for class but you can’t function w/ out caffeine so you stop by the coffee shop and ask for the usual, but they mess up your order and now, oh my your day just got that much worse. Or did it? Maybe sometimes we can be a tad bit dramatic just because things don’t go our way. 
Realistically, not everything can always go our way no matter how much right we do or how successful we are.

Little things can be annoying but they can be less of a nuisance to you if you understood anything I said a few sentences up.

When tiny things pop up that disrupt your flow, learn how to work with/ around it. Being able to do that makes you more tolerable of all the tiny scraps of crap in your life. And automatically you learn to become more adaptive to change.

Now with the bigger things in life like getting your windshield smashed, missing a flight to the most important performance of your life or not making into the school you wanted.

All of these unfortunate things will either make us or break us. Cliche yes, but very true. Most of us in any dire situation such as the ones I mentioned would freak out, no surprise there. But it’s how we as individuals handle the situation after we realize curve ball that’s been thrown at us. Do we sit there and cry, complain to twitter and write a post about how much we hate everything? Or do we think a little differently in order to adjust to this mishap. 

Someone who is determined will always find a way to make things better.  And sometimes we have to look for answers outside of our own knowledge. What is that? That’s growth, we learned how to deal with something we consider negative in a positive/ productive manner.

Don’t forget that no matter how much you hurt, how much you struggle, there is always knowledge at the end of that period that soon leads to wisdom. Every step taken is another step towards enlightenment.

Change

Whether you make it, roll with it, or resent it…it’s going to happen.
There’s this girl that I care about. She inspires me daily with her passion for performing. She’s very dear to me at this point in time. We click very easily and I like that. I’m relearning that with closeness comes information…the type of information that makes them fragile. I forgot what it’s like to know the “bad” parts of someone. I feel like she’s tying a knot from her life to mine that gets bigger with every thing she tells me that very few other people know. 
I’m not making this out to be a bad thing either it’s just something I haven’t felt in long time, closeness. Friends talk to me about private things from time to time but it’s different this time & I’m trying to figure out why.

She doesn’t like change nor can she handle it. She has this certain flare to her that I like very much, and you can see it best when she’s dancing. That’s what drives me to believe everything I do about her and when she talks about dance the way she does. But she’s also filled w/ a lot of doubt, surprisingly enough. But I feel like I can do something to change her outlook on change. I have so much faith in her, and it’s all because of that passion that she lays out every time she’s doing what she loves. I can’t help but want to make her believe in herself, she may be filled w/ this doubt but she has this fire that is shyly WILLING to push for what she wants. I can see it, it’s there, it has to be there. She’s special to me, and I want to protect her. 

Lucky

When ever I begin to feel uneasy I will react by instinct, not thoughts. I’m starting to realize this when ever something bothers me. But more importantly I find that I turn to my best friend a lot, it’s never a direct “Hi, I could possibly feel like shit in the next few minutes, I think we need to hang out”. It’s more of a “yo you wanna eat”?

Having someone to turn to, & knowing that someone will be there through anything is the best safety net in the world as well as support system. Our foundation for our friendship is so strong and never for a second do I take it for granted. I always think how lucky I am to have someone there that can understand basically every part of me. I’m constantly reminded by my friends how shitty their friends are and how they wish they had more reliable people in their life and just someone they could talk to when they needed it. And every time that happens, I just think of my best friend.

My life is full of adventure, change, risks, obligation, creativity and fast-paced stuff but sometimes I just feel like I need to chill out. Hanging w/ my best friend is like a breath of fresh air. 

He’s honestly a better friend to me than I am to him. I am lucky, super lucky.

"you don’t walk in to love, you fall in."

This line, had me thinking. I know people fall in love right & left…and that’s the last thing that I think I want to happen to me right now. With where I am now, I’m not even open to the idea of liking anyone. As much as I don’t want to be with anyone, there’s a part of me that wishes I had someone right there next to me every step of the way. But I don’t want it to be just anyone. And something else that I’m realizing/ admitting, I think I’m afraid to fall in love. I know what it’s like to hurt, & I don’t miss it. I know that when lustful feelings come into the mix, it throws me off a bit. That’s something I wish to overcome.

But the other thing on my mind is my approach to this whole love thing. I don’t like dating. I believe in timing & things just happening w/ it out being forced, just like the idea of falling in love. As much as I might be afraid to, I want to fall, not “walk”.

My thoughts are a little jumbled from this saying but maybe I’m just over-thinking it. I am a bit of a hopeless romantic though, even though no one can believe it, but it’s just cause of the way I come off as a person.

We all have bad days right? We all have had them & since we know that, we probably shouldn’t assume something about someone because of how they appear in public one day. Random stupid comments that you make & ESPECIALLY TWEET/ FACEBOOK, DOES NOT HELP YOU OR ANYONE ELSE, understand? Let me break it down for you.

Facebook status:
So I was getting out of my history class and I saw this girl with some nappy ass looking-hair and she smelled like dog piss. She bumped into and I just wanted to go off, but I held it in. First of all it should be illegal to go out looking like some troll smelling like you took a bath in a pool of pee. Gawd some people need to be slapped.

So what if idk maybe this person was walking to school because she missed the bus and a car drove by and she was splashed by a puddle of water and her hair gets really frizzy after her gets wet?

We are humans, not models. We shouldn’t have to look a certain way ALL the time. Even if you post something negative about someone else’s appearance that isn’t to that degree, just know you’re setting yourself up and are part of the cause of this stupid standard society has. Even if the person you’re talking about never sees it, your friends will. And it will automatically stay in their mind cause we all have this idea where we can’t go out looking like “shit”. Well why the fuck not? We shouldn’t feel pressured to always look “acceptable” when going out in public. It’s such a stupid concept to me. 

You don’t wanna be that girl who can’t leave their house without make up or without doing their hair, you wanna know why? Cause everyone hates that person (not really) but seriously it’s annoying and unnecessary. It’s mostly girls that do this but w/e. Just don’t be a douche. Just pay attention to yourself & stop being so self-conscious and promoting such a dumb message. Basically just don’t bag on someone’s public appearance because on the one day you look like shit, you will feel insecure as fuck and others will talk about you.

"Your post truly made my night :'] thank you. Hope the negativity in your life passes by quickly."

Asked by xxannannaxx

I’m glad I could do that for you :) & thank you very much xx

Crap I thought this was supposed to be a private message

If you love a flower, don’t pick it up. Because if you pick it up it dies and it ceases to be what you love. So if you love a flower, let it be. Love is not about possession. Love is about appreciation.

This has been stuck in my head for a couple years & I think about it every time I catch myself thinking about love or when I’m thinking about getting into a relationship. I think it’s because I really like what it means, I believe it more & more every day. And it wasn’t until yesterday that I decided that this is something that I want to live by. We shouldn’t have to put a label on something that we love to reinforce the fact that we love something. Possession gives us a sense of security, but I think when we are sure of ourselves & what we have to offer, we don’t need that. When someone loves you, they will stay for that fact, no one should have to be bound to anyone. I know it’s really extreme & breaks traditional views, but I strongly believe this & I’m not afraid to live like this either. Appreciation is the key, & that’s something I’ve preached for a long time.

I noticed that I have two writing styles, one sounds more like how I would talk in person, and the other is to appeal to an audience. When I try and combine both, it sounds funky; like my last post. Ehhh

Stress

I have been around a lot of negative energy lately. I feel like my soul gem is starting to get a little cloudy (Madoka Magica reference). It’s funny because I looked to these people to be the most positive and strong-willed ones I know, but I guess everyone cracks at one point right? One should not let a foolish thought, assumption or event dictate the direction of their life. Even if it’s just a phase, just know that although you may feel like shit, you could be indirectly affecting someone else’s life. And if you care about the people around you, you don’t want to ever take it out on them. I haven’t seen that lately which is good, because at least these people can appreciate their friends and not use them as punching bags. 

If you’re stressing because of something or someone, just know that the real pain is internal. Emotions aren’t a force that is thrown into your body from the outside, it’s something you create from within. You have the power to dictate how you feel, and how to act. I’m not saying you should put on a fake smile for anyone’s sake, I’m saying learn to hone your feelings the way you want it. I am sure that you don’t want to feel like shit, you don’t want to stress out, you don’t want to break down in front of your friends. You want to be happy like how everyone else is, or at least seems. Most of us are hurting because of something from so and so ago. But It shouldn’t be like that. 

Find that conflict, and confront it. There is no running or forgetting, only forgiving. Don’t damage your precious body with bitter thoughts, keep it beautiful for yourself and who ever is lucky enough to love it as much as you should love yourself. 

When you learn to genuinely love yourself, it will take so much more to bring you down than a bad hair day or dumb comment some kid you don’t give a shit about made, or a dumbass girl who calls you a friend that talks behind your back. Don’t let someone who angers you, control you.

You’re only young for so long, remember that. Time is truly the most valuable thing you have, so please use it to the best of your ability. 

I know I preach the same stuff all the time, but it’s because I stand by my words 100% & that is why I’m truly happy every single day, even if I say stupid little things on twitter or whatever. 

My thoughts were a bit scattered with this one.

But for anyone who needed this, I hope this helped.