Whether you make it, roll with it, or resent it…it’s going to happen.
There’s this girl that I care about. She inspires me daily with her passion for performing. She’s very dear to me at this point in time. We click very easily and I like that. I’m relearning that with closeness comes information…the type of information that makes them fragile. I forgot what it’s like to know the “bad” parts of someone. I feel like she’s tying a knot from her life to mine that gets bigger with every thing she tells me that very few other people know.
I’m not making this out to be a bad thing either it’s just something I haven’t felt in long time, closeness. Friends talk to me about private things from time to time but it’s different this time & I’m trying to figure out why.
She doesn’t like change nor can she handle it. She has this certain flare to her that I like very much, and you can see it best when she’s dancing. That’s what drives me to believe everything I do about her and when she talks about dance the way she does. But she’s also filled w/ a lot of doubt, surprisingly enough. But I feel like I can do something to change her outlook on change. I have so much faith in her, and it’s all because of that passion that she lays out every time she’s doing what she loves. I can’t help but want to make her believe in herself, she may be filled w/ this doubt but she has this fire that is shyly WILLING to push for what she wants. I can see it, it’s there, it has to be there. She’s special to me, and I want to protect her.